Wednesday, January 8, 2014

December 2013 (Last blogpost for this year - end)

After a whole 7 months not blogging on anything. I finally had the chance to start with a new post. I wanted it to be next year but I can't wait for next year, maybe I might die or something. Well, things had been different lately and new. I've got a bit of some good news and maybe some bad news (maybe).

Okay, okay, since you wanted me to spill the beans so much.. Here it goes. I'm pregnant. Period. Yeah. That's the good news about it, and it's a girl (yay!) and she's healthy as a horse (yay!) and she looks like her dada (yay! kidding, we still haven't seen the face yet because I'm due on Feb. 2014. Only 2 months to go and I'll be carrying my wee little bundle of joy.

 "I'm pregnant bitches! Sorry to those women who wanted to have one but can't do it" (Ooops! My apologies for that, I'm just friggin' lucky I have my very own baby). Right now, I'm overwhelmed by the people surrounding me. They rub/ touch my tummy and it feels weird sometimes, wondering if my baby responds back to every touch they do. I mean it's weird really, putting their hands on my stomach and rubbing it like tickling your dog in the stomach (I'm not a pet, that's for sure).

I quit my job as a teacher volunteer (That's one of the bad news). Poor me (sob). But luckily, I was able to pass an online tutoring job. Wherein I had to teach students english and talk to them in English. The salary is cool but the working schedule time sucks! I have to be online during evenings and that gives me a pain in the back. Literally, pain. But I gave my best shot during weekends and had to be online during afternoons and evenings so that I could have a little paper of my own.

Well, It's been a blessing having  your own child any way. After a few pasted month left, I'm gonna be a mom! Just like my mom! Woah! So this whole year had been a big help for me since I am done with my studies, I volunteered as a teacher in my own major profession and I'm expecting a life on February 2014. Gosh! How time surely flies.I can't wait for my kid to be born and spend the rest of my life with my own small family.

Though, I have disappointed many people.. But hey, I'm still here people! I'm not dead, I'm just having a little bundle of joy to take care of. It's not the end of the world and I can still manage my time with my family and help my sisters and brother finish their studies. I keep on reminding them that they should not end just like me because I wish for them to become more successful in the future. It's not a negative thought but getting pregnant is very hard (talk about the hormones). The sweat, easily get tired, can't flirt with other guys (Kidding though), I can't do exercises (The abs are gone!), the unhealthy foods you love to eat but you can't eat it because you have to maintain a healthy diet --- like eating fruits and vegetables, no more night life, no parties, no late night movies, always make necessary breaks to the bathroom (The peeing), the pelvic exercises, the insomnia at night, the vomitting and lastly, if your lactose and tolerant --- drinking milk. I miss drinking coffee and ice cream *sigh*. Oh dear, it's worth the sacrificing because it makes the baby health inside and out.

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