Summer 2013

I have got a lot to catch up. The summer I had did turn a bit well. I mean, it wasn't challenging at all for the fact that I had one summer class to join with and it was literature, so it wasn't that difficult. Although, I had new friends again with co-Sped future educators. It was a really FUN-tastic summer because I also get to see *HIM*. So it's not really a problem that I get to miss him because we were able to be together during the summer. I just can't get enough of him, well, I am happy. Period. Okay, enough with the rants! I'm just gonna show you how awesome my summer was.

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BIRTHDAYS. 

Went out on a birth-DATE. Yeah, It's his birthday and it was not raining at that time. So, I pretty much love the day.

Attended Harlene's 18th birthday, Pearl's youngest sister. We had to dress formally to be able to eat (Na, I'm kidding. But was only there for the food and friends too!)

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FAMILY FIRST!

I'm very obliged with having a bonding time with my sisters and brother. That's why the whole summer, I was able to spend time with them. They are the cool-iest, most funny-iest, and annoying younger sibs I ever had. No one can ever take there place.

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GETAWAY FOR ONE DAY.

Oh yeah, just the thing that would complete my summer vacation. A taste of swimming! Nothing beats the heat with a good old swimming. Miguel and I went to this splendid resort and it was very nice and cozy.

After that, sunburn! Yeah, what a perfect evidence to get that tan line on your shoulders. Leaving a sore red burn. Yikes!

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Paper Works.

Of course, during summer I revived my portfolio. Well, maybe it has something to do in the future use of it. Had to rewrite the lesson plans and make that IEP. The life of a teacher. Darn it.

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RANDOM.

The making of an artist :) CUTE.

See? Aside from seeing each day, we also tend to video chat. But still, It's different when he and she are really physically together.

I love this face.

That is all for my summer. Oh, I know you'd be wanting to see my beautiful face. Here it is and enjoy biatches! 

You Da One

He makes it all complete. Like the first taste of mint ice cream which gives cool refreshing feeling of satisfaction. Contentment and assurance. I can't see myself in other peoples' shoes anymore, because all I know is I'm happy spending the rest of my life being with him and those times with him. Me and him being together. The feeling of total happiness that reflects on every child's face when their parents bought them the most expensive and cool barbie doll which is flexible and cute, like when your parents bought you that super speed monster truck which has a remote and a 24 hours battery change and can go up and down a 4km street. That's love. The gory details of my ever wonderful and awesome life had just started and I don't want it to end. 

Words can't express how happy and contented I am for these past months. It all seemed pretty alive and all. I couldn't remember the last time someone gave me flowers, or even a box of chocolates or even surprise me with such sweet unexpected gifts. It's not that I don't like them, i LOVE them, and that would include the guy who makes everyday a new day to begin with. The laughter, the musings, the fun, the talks, and also everything else.

The strange feeling where you don't want to end the day and spend the entire moments with him. PERFECT. No problems, no worries and no women (kidding, but serious though). He's no joker, but he can put a smile on my face, every single day of the months.

Mostly I get bored of having a month of relationship, but this guy? I don't wanna loose him ever. I know, I know, you might say "Gosh JC, what happened to the part where you said people have expiration dates?" Oh shit. But it's love, for crying out loud! I don't wanna mess my whole life ending with a mirror in my hand. Hahaha! Loser. Okey, whatever. My feelings will remain the same for him, it's like hitting the jackpot without even knowing why you win. Get it? Hahaha! Chos.

Well, the reason why I'm posting this blogpost is because I'd shout it out to tell you out there that I am inlove with Angelo Miguel Anggam. Period. Strange. Okey, goodnight hoeboes!

His Specialty

Okay, another blogpost featuring GuyWithATattoo again. So, i have here list of why i really LOVE (?) this guy so badly. am i weird now or what? i know this isn't really uhm necessary but i just like posting this stuff coz it'll make me feel comfortable. maybe because he has a huge effect in me that brings my nerves back to life. he has a pure eccentric effect that makes me want him even more. well, i think this few reasons explain something but some of it are things i have observed. he is my ideal guy and he's not a dream anymore, this time.. he is real. Thank God for giving me a special person that makes every bit of me spark.

1. He makes me smile.

2. He makes me laugh.

3. He makes everything memorable.

4. He makes my day complete.

5. He has everything that i want, that i need, that i love.

6. He makes me love him even more.

7. He has a tattoo.

8. He is tough. and i like it.

9. He is funny.

10. He is smart. yes! informative.

11. He can sing.

12. He can talk. obviously?

13. He is sweet.

14. He is generous.

15. He is thoughtful.

16. His laugh is distracting.

17. He plays football.

18. He is talented

19. He loves music.

20. He snores in sleep. (i love listening  to that)

21. He can drive. (a car, okay?)

22. He loves to text.

23. He is 18 at heart.

more of it to come. ciao guys!

One Monthsary

i apologize for having this very late post. hahaha! i am currently busy at the moment and i do not have time to post all my musings. anyhows, this are just some of my important-matter-in-my-life thing, so i am posting this because this is important. char! it just so happen that i'm spending a lot of time with him (guy with a tattoo) and i am happy with that decision. seeing him makes me feel comfy inside. well, u know na. haha! umm, okay, so i am posting this blogpost because.. it is one of the important things in my life which i don't wanna miss. i only have two photos to share, so.. it would just thrill you to want the rest of it. hahaha! kidding.

Happy One month baby! gosh, what a sweetheart. okay, okay, this has got to be something to brag about coz he did surprise me with such.. gifts. so it goes like this: while me and ava we're sitting in front of our school cafeteria. so, we were talking and chika there and that. one thing i knew KCM 455 just passed by, oh wait, not passed but i saw it directly coz the car was so familiar i had to look closely with my zoom-in-ultra eyes. hahaha! my heart did skip a beat seeing  the sudden notion of it all. my body had to take the electric shock that stood frozen in my hands, i had to be jumpy from inside but i can be very predictable (they say) *posh* -_____- first, he gave me the chocolates (on the left side with the red ribbon (sweeet, right?) then gave me the rest of it (as seen on the first photo below) and P.S it's all imported baybeh, yeah! i couldn't speak properly and i couldn't find my tongue coz i had to swallow it all. hahaha! exaggerated much. but yeah, i was speechless and all i could say was "happy monthsary" and "thank you". it was definitely a moment to remember that is why i'm posting this to envy you's out there. hahaha! okay, whatever jaycee.

 ain't he such a cutie? i could kiss this guy all day ignoring the saliva we both had to exchange with and hug him forever even going to the bathroom. that's love, right? hahaha!
that is just a piece of chocolate melting to his teeth. he is not really a front-toothless person, in fact he has nice pearly white teeth that i could sink my tongue with. *rawr*

that is all for this post. be posting again sooon ;)

kilig moments

Burn- Usher

I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I love you, I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin' from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways

Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go
'Cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
'Cause the feelin' ain't the same by myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel, I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late I know she ain't comin' back

What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my boo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go
'Cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Let it burn

Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

I'm twisted 'cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry
I'm twisted 'cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry, yeah

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh can ya feel me burnin'?
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go
'Cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

*i just heard him singing this song. and... gi-kilig kog pamati sa iyang tingog. definitely love a guy who can sing.sorry if the lyrics is a bit.. harsh or for broken hearted people out there but ni-kanta man sia ani bi. so better stay out of ma wey (joke ra)
 i just remembered when he asked me before.. uhm, he let me choose a dancer, bb player or singer. but epic fail, i'd choose the player, crazy right? idk what has gotten into me why i'd choose that stupid player thing. but the reason why i didn't choose a dancer or a boy band chuva is because.. i saw lots of boy dancers which are really, tacky-- i say, tacky for me means distasteful. no taste. i find dancers very corny and obnoxious (sorry dancers). and singer? well, based from my friends experience they have lots of.. jamming time and my girlfriend used to have a boyfriend who is in a band or something but their relationship ended coz of some stupid third party which i find it very discouraging. he has no time for her and he's very busy. okay, a lot of people are busy but you know, it happened and it was terrible. *sigh* i know, i know, never judge a book by it's cover. you always say that. okay, that's all for the kilig moments. keep posting for more :)