You Da One

He makes it all complete. Like the first taste of mint ice cream which gives cool refreshing feeling of satisfaction. Contentment and assurance. I can't see myself in other peoples' shoes anymore, because all I know is I'm happy spending the rest of my life being with him and those times with him. Me and him being together. The feeling of total happiness that reflects on every child's face when their parents bought them the most expensive and cool barbie doll which is flexible and cute, like when your parents bought you that super speed monster truck which has a remote and a 24 hours battery change and can go up and down a 4km street. That's love. The gory details of my ever wonderful and awesome life had just started and I don't want it to end. 

Words can't express how happy and contented I am for these past months. It all seemed pretty alive and all. I couldn't remember the last time someone gave me flowers, or even a box of chocolates or even surprise me with such sweet unexpected gifts. It's not that I don't like them, i LOVE them, and that would include the guy who makes everyday a new day to begin with. The laughter, the musings, the fun, the talks, and also everything else.

The strange feeling where you don't want to end the day and spend the entire moments with him. PERFECT. No problems, no worries and no women (kidding, but serious though). He's no joker, but he can put a smile on my face, every single day of the months.

Mostly I get bored of having a month of relationship, but this guy? I don't wanna loose him ever. I know, I know, you might say "Gosh JC, what happened to the part where you said people have expiration dates?" Oh shit. But it's love, for crying out loud! I don't wanna mess my whole life ending with a mirror in my hand. Hahaha! Loser. Okey, whatever. My feelings will remain the same for him, it's like hitting the jackpot without even knowing why you win. Get it? Hahaha! Chos.

Well, the reason why I'm posting this blogpost is because I'd shout it out to tell you out there that I am inlove with Angelo Miguel Anggam. Period. Strange. Okey, goodnight hoeboes!

Guy with a Tattoo

 oh hi there. it's me again :) this is all about a simple guy (as in, simple gyud siya) who i wanna be with for the next lifetime ---chos naman. well, i entitled it that way because he is very sex-appealing (for short, yummy!) and talk about the nice tattoo, okay, so this is all about i fell in love with a guy who has a tattoo and poof! i am madly, crazy, stupidly am in LOVE with a guy who has a tattoo, there i said it, happy now? ha? ha? kidding though.. over reaction much.
he's five years older than i am. since you all want to know why i liked this guy so much. idk what you may think but the previous blogspot was him, yes, i am in love with a guy who has a tattoo (front portion of the body- upper)
 you might think that i'm stupid but i'm really on for the serious part of my life. LOVE (sorry! wasn't suppose to mention the "L" word)

 here are few things which i really "L" word him :) here it goes;

* funny. yes, he is funny because he makes me laugh, and everything else. he never runs out of joke -- sometimes green jokes (hahaha! really, really) and he keeps on saying bad words (which kind-a  turns me on)

 *smart. aside from his being an "engineering" daw, he has a lot of things in mind.. he's such a good writer (though i haven't read a thing about whats-his-stuff-writings) and i can see through his mouth every time he talks he shares his opinions, thoughts, and compliments about the world, movies, music, other stuffs that bulges his mind.

 *handsome. (so true) we have different vision in a persons features, especially on the outer part. the face, the eyes, the nose, the body and the.. you know :) so rad right?

 *sweet. superb! if i rate him i'd say a 9.9, nobody's perfect right? so what the heck, you'll know if you know what i do know about what i know.. rhyming right?

 *caring. another stuff that  i admire in a guy, oh wait, siya diay. he is really caring, talk about always saying "okay raka?", "pag sure ba?" "unsa imong gusto?" it's kind-a cute listening to every word he says. *sigh* such a unique person.

*talkative. his smart-ness runs with a noisy voice features, whatever he says makes me laugh and all.. anything as long as i'm with him. it really cracks a grin. aside from that, he has a nice voice too which i could really fall for. yes, really aim for a guy who talks a lot because i want to hear things that i haven't even know, some of his knowledge are shared with me so it interest me a lot. he never runs out of topics which by the way i find it amusing.

 *simple. from the way he looks, he is such a simple person but gotta lot of chaching babe-eh! hahaha! kidding though, i actually like simple guys which has weird stuffs going on.

 *clingy. idk why i added this up, since it was from him and heard it from him.. i find it rather appreciative and nice. seeing as to why he wants to see me every day, that's a nice thing though right?

*loving? hahaha! what a question mark, okay, okay, maybe i can sense something. yep. loving. period. a very dear man :) hahaha! okay. lets move on.

wanna see him? okay.. here goes..

okay, laughing won't help either. i just put a whole dice thingy so that it would remain an exciting prince charming. aseeey! you might be wondering why it's a dice i covered his whole face with not a buttercup. hehehe! he has a dice tattoo with eight white spots though as you can count its 11 white spots that i used. it will remain a secret since i haven't told him the Yes word. hahaha!  okay, now.. idk why i'd post this blog but something in me wants to spread out the good news and express to everyone that jaycee is in love to a guy with a tattoo. lalala!

 so that is all for today, it's part one of my silly love life (love dedtoo). i'll be posting for more "guy with a tattoo". okay. night.

i'll be there in a heart beat

ha! the title says it all. can you really fall in love within a week? i really don't know the answer to that but i did experience a very rare feeling --- strong feeling.chos oi!

 'hey maybe you're just dreaming jaycee?' yeah, maybe i am. but what about the uncontrollable seeing each other much?  or the 'he-texted-me-and-my-eyes-turned-hearty-hearty? yes, it may sound stupid. oh gosh! i really don't know how i can explain that? :( uhuhuh!

i need signs. God, signs please? i really have no idea what i've been doing but as others would say "if thats what makes you happy then go for it" oh yeah? well, happiness means so much to love, right? so maybe he is my happiness and i love him now, yes or no? CONFUSED! >x( i'm panicking, i do not know what to do, i need God given signs right now.

 my parents maybe strict and all, oh wait, not only parents but also the entire family, yes, yes, yes.. and if you're asking why i'm posting this blog is because i want to express my feelings or whatever it is, or if you're thinking 'sheeesh, you're so pathetic just do it now and be happy'. well, i will. maybe i'll be the happy-iest person on earth and he'll be my night and shining armour. what-the-heck?! whats wrong with me? panic strikes again. :(

okay, okay, stay calm jaycee.. you like him, right? you want to be with him, right? you envied every girl he likes, right? OOOOOOhhhh YYYYEEEEEESSSSS!

then definitely you are inlove. so there, it's proven that it's really love. haha! what a long theory. but i guess a quick shot would be enough. give it a try and the world will be different, i mean your world, i mean, my world. ugh!

okay, i admit. i get easily inlove okay? happy now? not because of what the luxuries but the personality man (okay, the Mr. Nice guy, the bad boy get up, the tattoo and.. the face) oh my gosh! the image of his perfect face keeps on bulging in my brain. hahaha! OA na dayun, jaycee ha?

 okay, totoo na to. i really like this guy. he's like the guy i dreamed of.. i really want to tell him what i want in a guy but i'm such a pussy to let him know that i "L" word him (if you know what L means, search in google). i

ink

oh hi there. it's me again. so how's it going? well, anyhow, i really don't understand why i entitled it that way but i can assure you that it means something about this post. so well here it goes.. i have always wanted to have an ink in my collection --- talk about not wanting to destroy the skin, well, i changed my mind. i have and always wanted one teensy tiny little ink, since i appreciate art :) chos! haha! i have reasons for getting one because i love art and having one makes it look hotter (kidding though). they say that getting inked up makes you look all tough and.. oh you know how they say about people who get tattoos. i, myself think that getting tattoos would be made known as serial killers but they are NOT. sorry for that. hehehe! can't imagine my face when being clicked in the skin with a sharp pointy thing that would permanently stay on your very body. it'll hurt for sure! gosh, i'm being scared right now. oh well, you have to face your fffffeeeaaaaarr. haha! i have here some tattoos that i wanted for myself. oh the sweet bliss :)

 do you know her? okay, she's buttercup from my favorite childhood cartoon character "The PowerPuff Girls". idk why they gave her the name buttercup which sounded sweet rather that being tough but i like her. since i love the color green. ain't it cute? ;) i know, i know, she has big eyes, big head, no fingers and a small body. but hey, you don't wanna mess with her coz she's a fighting machine. disregard the school performance though.

this is also a buttercup flower. it's also cute right? this may not be my favorite flower but it's a buttercup, so i therefore conclude that i love the word buttercup so much i could not think of anything else. blah. blah. blah. the reason i'm posting this blogspot is because.... for myself only (joke), i'm posting this because i want to let all the tattoo lovers awt there that having a tattoo doesn't mean your a bad person, right? since every design has different meaning that helps recognize a persons personality (for me lang ha?). just like buttercup. why buttercup? because it's my favorite word, and i am like her except the performance in school though. getting the perfect ink for your skin implies that you appreciate art. diba? hahaha! that's all for this post. ciao :)