ha! the title says it all. can you really fall in love within a week? i really don't know the answer to that but i did experience a very rare feeling --- strong feeling.chos oi!
'hey maybe you're just dreaming jaycee?' yeah, maybe i am. but what about the uncontrollable seeing each other much? or the 'he-texted-me-and-my-eyes-turned-hearty-hearty? yes, it may sound stupid. oh gosh! i really don't know how i can explain that? :( uhuhuh!
i need signs. God, signs please? i really have no idea what i've been doing but as others would say "if thats what makes you happy then go for it" oh yeah? well, happiness means so much to love, right? so maybe he is my happiness and i love him now, yes or no? CONFUSED! >x( i'm panicking, i do not know what to do, i need God given signs right now.
my parents maybe strict and all, oh wait, not only parents but also the entire family, yes, yes, yes.. and if you're asking why i'm posting this blog is because i want to express my feelings or whatever it is, or if you're thinking 'sheeesh, you're so pathetic just do it now and be happy'. well, i will. maybe i'll be the happy-iest person on earth and he'll be my night and shining armour. what-the-heck?! whats wrong with me? panic strikes again. :(
okay, okay, stay calm jaycee.. you like him, right? you want to be with him, right? you envied every girl he likes, right? OOOOOOhhhh YYYYEEEEEESSSSS!
then definitely you are inlove. so there, it's proven that it's really love. haha! what a long theory. but i guess a quick shot would be enough. give it a try and the world will be different, i mean your world, i mean, my world. ugh!
okay, i admit. i get easily inlove okay? happy now? not because of what the luxuries but the personality man (okay, the Mr. Nice guy, the bad boy get up, the tattoo and.. the face) oh my gosh! the image of his perfect face keeps on bulging in my brain. hahaha! OA na dayun, jaycee ha?
okay, totoo na to. i really like this guy. he's like the guy i dreamed of.. i really want to tell him what i want in a guy but i'm such a pussy to let him know that i "L" word him (if you know what L means, search in google). i
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