kilig moments

Burn- Usher

I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I love you, I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin' from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways

Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go
'Cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
'Cause the feelin' ain't the same by myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel, I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late I know she ain't comin' back

What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my boo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go
'Cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Let it burn

Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

I'm twisted 'cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry
I'm twisted 'cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry, yeah

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh can ya feel me burnin'?
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go
'Cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

*i just heard him singing this song. and... gi-kilig kog pamati sa iyang tingog. definitely love a guy who can sing.sorry if the lyrics is a bit.. harsh or for broken hearted people out there but ni-kanta man sia ani bi. so better stay out of ma wey (joke ra)
 i just remembered when he asked me before.. uhm, he let me choose a dancer, bb player or singer. but epic fail, i'd choose the player, crazy right? idk what has gotten into me why i'd choose that stupid player thing. but the reason why i didn't choose a dancer or a boy band chuva is because.. i saw lots of boy dancers which are really, tacky-- i say, tacky for me means distasteful. no taste. i find dancers very corny and obnoxious (sorry dancers). and singer? well, based from my friends experience they have lots of.. jamming time and my girlfriend used to have a boyfriend who is in a band or something but their relationship ended coz of some stupid third party which i find it very discouraging. he has no time for her and he's very busy. okay, a lot of people are busy but you know, it happened and it was terrible. *sigh* i know, i know, never judge a book by it's cover. you always say that. okay, that's all for the kilig moments. keep posting for more :)

Just the TWO of US.

and there goes love. charoooot! just the two of us. now you've seen the faces of me and miguel (okay, i spoiled the name). hmp. anyhows, while everything was so.. nice. yes, nice. both of us were busy doing something. i was busy typing something for my report. while he was watching porn (hahaha! kidding  though). he was watching a movie. and so on and so forth.

how about you? how'd your day go? :P

Flat stomach.

flat stomach? 

okay, it's sooo vain. hahaha! so, this blogspot is all about having flat stomach (is it flat? i don't think so. it's ooookay, right?) *sigh*  moving on, i have been really careful of myself, but sometimes i tend to forget the things that i need to avoid. *sigh* i know, i know.. i can't control the food. so here are some of my helpful tips in having flat stomach which by the way i am trying my best to do it, so here we go:

1. burn the fat. yes, and how to burn fat? exercise. that's it, exercise. like sit-ups or even simple things at home---helping out with mom or doing loads of chores at home is very helpful to having a flat stomach.

2. cardio. includes hiking, walking, running, and jumping (not jump all the time). it helps you stretch out muscles from various parts of the body. 

3. drink lots of water. water helps you in your regular exercises. water will help you lose weight. replacing all your favorite drinks, water is much healthier. oh, and helps flushes toxins out from the body.

4. Music. it will also do wonders to keep a workout moving along! Make sure it's upbeat and motivating. try doing your exercise while listening to "i'm sexy and i know it" by LMFAO. it really helps (really, really)

5.  eat healthy. you all know healthy foods right? veggies and fruits. and also, not too much of sodium or fatty foods it can only add stretch marks. diet will do :) eating 2 times a day. hmm. sometimes i forget to eat breakfast or lunch. maybe this is the result for having the flat stomach.

6. get enough sleep. you know you got enough sleep when you wake up by yourself from bed without any alarm clock. Sleep deprivation slows your metabolism.

---- that is all for my health tips. oh i know you all wanna see that girl. so here's what you're waiting for:

taken this morning:

P.S. thank you bed exercises, getting laid (kidding)  LOL

Random

 another of a fun filled adventure of the original 4A class--DAES. oh yes. daes, daes, daes. they are my lovers, for i am nothing without them. ----char! busy sa friendships. oh well, at least they give meaning to my daily life :) hahaha! i know, i know, chaka ra kaayu but it's true though.

they are all that i need. the reason why i go to school and laugh till i wet myself (kidding). they make the day go wild and fun and even cracks nonsense-iest jokes that i would live forever. so aside from being really messed up they would also be there when you needed them and i thank them for being such a life saver.

there is nothing wrong with friends having freaky minds they help save the day. :)

okay, okay, i wanna share to all of yous awt there what happen to this day.. it was a 3 hour class on a Friday afternoon and our teacher didn't show up but he left us an activity which we can pass as an early quiz for the 2nd semester of the school year 2012-2013. yes, yes, our teacher didn't show up.. how cool is that? i hope he does it every time (hahaha! joke lang). after that no sweat activity we hung out at the nearest food chain we can ever sit-in to and dine in to. okay, so we ate, talked and talked and laugh, and talked.. and talked. and laugh, and eat. eat. eat. yes, we sort of just sit the next 2 hours in there. haha! bored much. but at least i'm with them and i am happy with whatever my decision is.

took pictures of them:

chela and ava

Susie and Renef

look at this, this is John Paul Gacus aka Popong. it was one of our major subjects wherein we had to completely..uh.. introduce yourself and tell us the experiences you undergone during the internship in CCS.

so popong had to share his tearful experiences to the class, which by the way made me laugh, because he was crying and i never seen him cry so much.. he was sharing the toughest things that happen during his practice teaching in CCS. but he is a strong guy (guy?), yeah, he never bothers really, he's a nice.. teacher :) loved mostly by kids.

 he really looked scared, like he didn't want to share his feelings about what had happen in the past.

 allow me to be a little vain here: (advertise)

 during reporting, i got so bored that i drew this up.. idk what went wrong with my system that made me draw this.. i was thinking of foods but this came along, so i wasn't very hungry anymore :)

Friends (late post)

these are the days.. oh yes, FUN days.. before enrollment starts to crash. we have to be with our friendships to enjoy the good times and forget the fucking late enrollment much. hmm. leme think..this was the 3rd time we had to go to BY to celebrate, oh, to fucking drink since we all made made kupit on our tuition fees (kidding). we laughed, and talked and drink till it's the end of the bottle---ha! i'm sharing you these sweet smiles of my friends which by the way includes my dear face.

me, sheilla and charlotte

with Beth.

Susie and Popong.

with jayviert.

that is all.. we all had to smile to make the memories out of it. and since we enjoyed the night so much. we tend to drink, drink, drink, and puff a little. the end of another adventure by the ever dearest jaycee rebollido :)

Class of 6-9pm.

Wednesday night turned out to be so boring. hahai. talk about discipline and stuffs. blah blah blah. hehe. i know, can you see how boring the class is? the topic was all about self discipline and i couldn't focus properly because AMAHUNGRY much. that's why i took photos. sorry for the inconvenience of my blurry cam. *sigh*. and so on and so forth.. it was a three hour class, from 6pm to 9 in the evening. see? how boring is that? it's suppose to be bedtime. *yawn*. kidding2. i just took photos of how bored my classmates were.. here have a look:

that includes my boring face:

and my hands.. hahaha! 

if you're wondering who's name is it. i'd rather keep it  secret. (char. ahahaha) it has something to do to A guy with a tattoo post recently. gaaah! okay, whatever.

 random thingy:

that ends now. bye stalkers!

Bucket list.

i'm so drained. haha! sorry for the stupid intro but life can be meaningless sometimes. i've been jumping to conclusions where important matters are really relevant for me.. you could say i have been busy but shit does it all the time. okay, enough ranting.. all i'm saying is that i don't really know what has happen to my life.. things do change, really and i've got a lot on my plate (talk about foods and stuffs---ehehe!)

here's a\the huge part of it.. i have now my very own bucket list or whatever list you may call it but i find bucket list a list of very important things that would make my life.. hmm.. more happiness! yes, happiness, pleasure, life, meaningful (blah blah blah). well, i got one so i think it's a list of things you wanted to do, or whatsoever you wanted for your life before getting married (if i can) or getting the freedom days of my life.. i know, i know.. i just said that life "can" be meaningless but not all the time. that's why i had a bucket list to try new stuffs or do new things. so before i die i have to do this stuff or just own them all. hahaha!

some of the list are things i wanted to do or maybe to do it forever or just experiences.. and some are others that i might also want to try.. here it goes:

1. watch a sunrise at least once/ twice a year. okay. i am such a loser for not doing this simple thing but i do try my very best to wake up early just to see the sun rising. it's very refreshing.

2. plant flowers every summer/ spring. spring? in the philippines? hahaha! okay, okay, i'm not really a nature enthusiast but i do love tulips and sunflowers. did you know that flowers are very relaxing to watch? yes, they do

3. sing a song in front of a huge audience. i did try once and my voice sounded like a cat scratching it's fingernails on a chalk board. terrible, right? *sigh*

4. visit at least two of the seven wonders of the world. i'd choose the Colosseum in Rome and Taj Mahal in India. cool, right?

5. learn to drive a car. hahaha! okay. this may sound silly but really i do wanted to drive a car BUT i am afraid when the engine starts to turn on. it's worth a try.

6. drink till morning. *sigh* i know, what kind of loser i am to not be able to experience this kind of thing. maybe i'll pass out. hehehe!

7. learn CPR. i'm not a health major, but i can be a life saver. oh yeah! :)

8. visit a nude beach. --- know any place?

9. sex on the beach. the deed, not the drink.

10. try S&M. experience. now, i am not a masochist. okay?

11. kiss an American Girl. like, 15 minutes of tongue and lips. (i am NOT a lesbo, i just want to try it)

12. dub a korean movie. whether english or tagalog.

13. skinny dipping.

14. scuba diving. oh wait --- i have a fear in very deep sea level area so face your fear coz jisi is here.

15. help street kids. when i have a job and have loads of cash, i'd build an orphanage for them and educate them and feed them. i love kids, very much love kids..

16. try bunjee jumping.

17. meeting robert pattinson. he is my ultimate crush and meeting him would be a prize possession.

18. own a vintage car. a 1957 Volkswagen Beetle :) cute right?


19. live in Paris. ah, yes.. the love country with my hubby (someday, if i have a hubby whom i wanna marry with)

20. kiss under a mistletoe. i haven't really seen an actual mistletoe.

21. go to a five star hotel.

22. swim in the great barrier reef in Australia. ---snorkel or scuba dive it.


23. try snowboarding.  

24. ride a camel in Egypt.

25. visit the Eiffel Tower. that's in France, right? :)

 26. see Katy Perry in concert. i have always admire her greatness, such a wonderful candy person.

27. eat a 6-course meal that i prepared. i wanna learn how to cook too. *sigh* but it never runs in my veins. idk, i have the talent for eating, but not cooking. but i'll try my very best to prepare a six course meal.

28. go to time square. i have always wanted to go to time square, according to some people it's really rad.

29. threesome. okay, okay, it's not really that weird, i think? i'm scared but after realizing this would be an experience for me--boy, girl, girl. 

30. ghost hunting. face your fear. 

31. ride an elephant.

32. watch movies the whole day. yeah, movie marathon para chuy.

33. do 20 push-ups in one day. okay, i challenge myself in doing this because i can barely do 1 push up in one day. ugh!

34. make out with a lesbian. hahaha! i know i really don't have intention in trying but i'm just curious of what it feels to make out with one.

35. write and publish an article at a national newspaper.

36. publish a story book.

37. try Cosplay. 

38. sleep in a coffin for one night.

39. try karate-boxing.

40. join a nude parade.

41. ride a hot air-balloon.

42. climb a mountain.

43. make one album. that contains 12 song that i have composed and some of it are love songs (?)

44. read books the whole day.

45. go on a hunger strike.

---okay, as you can read my bucket list contains some of the things i wanted to do in other country side.. i wanna travel and have fun adventures. that's all, a simple girl can dream big right? right? and it's unavoidable that some of my list may contain some freaky things--erotic and wild. but it's worth a try diba? maybe i could post some of what i have finished doing, checking the list that i have gone through.
 so what's on your bucket list?

Grand daddy confined @ the hospital.

another adventure at the hospital featuring my grand dad. idk what's the problem why he was admitted to the hospital. according to what he said.. "sakit akong dughan.. nag sukaha ko, lisod i-ginhawa." what do you think is the cause of this whole confinement? idk what. but i'm glad i had to stay and took care of him for only five hours. it was really boring since the room had no tv, the room was only semi-private which means only a bed, cr, and a bench, oh also, a bed side table. well, good thing i bought my interests.. books, phone, and a notepad with a pen.

it was such an awkward moment since i keep on looking through my phone while he is looking at the room. idk what's he thinking of but i'm sure he wants to be discharge. the room is freaking cold. i had to read another novel to keep the time important. since it was morning, i felt very uncomfortable coz i feel like i'm gonna poo, but good thing there's a comfort room. bla bla bla! a few photos to remember the day..

this is lolo. sorry for the inconvenience of the camera, it's such a blurr really.

he was tucking his pillow and i was texting.

to move on, i know you wanna see me so here are my vain moments, lookee:

 

this was in the wall of the room. lolo asked me what does the image look liked. well, it looked like a dog, facing up and the body in backward position. hmm. has a tail and ears.

another vain moments:

this is my brother, Onin. he looked very lonely right? hahaha!

 okay. this is my grand dada..he's busy texting but when he saw us taking pictures, nag awat2 na hinuon. hahaha! but the day seemed nice.

With my only brother, Onin:

this is what i was wearing this day.. New York City Jail baby-eh! hahaha! all the poeple looking at me like i;m some kind of criminal.. but hey, i looked pretty tough, right? even the soldiers who we're there in the hospital looked very amazed with what im wearing.. hahaha!

that is all for this stupid day, why stupid? coz i haven't seen him :( char. mingaw mingaw dayun.