AMBOT. F***. SAMOK! DI KO KASABOT SA AKONG GIBATI. NGANO NA BUHI PAMAN NA SIYA? Y*** LAGE NA SIYA AI. KUNG IINGON NA LANG DIAY NIYA NGA DI SIYA GANAHAN SA AKO-A NGANO KAILANGAN PAMAN GYUD KO LISUD-LISURON? MURA RABAG UNSA SIYA KA GW***, B*LLSHARK! SUS! MAHUMAN LANG GYUD KO ANI NGA SITWASYON PIKATAN GYUD TIKA, ANIMALA KA. GRRRRR! GRABI KA BULALA NGA TAO BAI. PASANGINLAN LUGAR KO NIMO NGA IKAW MAN ANG GA-BUOT. NAYAWA NA! MURA SAG UNSA KO KA HANGOL NIMO OI. PASALAMAT KA TAAS AKONG PASENSIYA, DI KO KABALO MU-SUKOL KAY GI-TARONG KONG PADAKO SA AKONG MAMA OG PAPA, DI PAREHA SA IMOHA NGA ******. NGANO IN-ANA MAN KA? UNSA DIAY AKONG SALA SA IMO? KUNG BUOT HUNA-HUNAON WA MAN TIKA GI-UNSA, WALA KO GAPANGHILABOT SA IMO, WALA TIKA GI-DAOT, WALA TIKA GI-AWAY. HA? HA? HA? TUBAGA KO BI. KAY KAPOY KAAYO MAGPLINASTIKAN SA IMOHA. ABI NIMO GANAHAN KO SA IMO? DILI OI. FEELING RA KAAU KA! PASALAMAT GYUD KA! PASALAMAT GYUD KA. UNIA NALIPAY NAKA NGANAKAHILAK KO? HA? HA? HA? SUS NA! NGANO MAN GYUD.
(sorry for the inconvenience of this post. i really am pissed today. really, really, bothered. as you can read i am not in the mood for any enjoyable writings now. coz there is someone who keeps on ruining my life. life. life. *sigh*)
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Saturday, October 27, 2012
We Are Young
so this is how my day go since it was our alumni homecoming.. i graduated @ Sacred Heart Academy of Bugo with all my highschool batchmates friends.. the girls were all complete and it was so cool since we had finger foods on our table. it was a great day seeing eah other for how many seconds, minutes, hours, days, months and years. gosh! i really miss them badly and it was a one lifetime experience to be with them again.
i have here photos of the day. :) lookee looke:
thats all i suppose. keep ya posted for more bits and laughter ;))))
i have here photos of the day. :) lookee looke:
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| with Korrine, Pearl, Jur, Lara and Me :) |
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| it looks like a bomb right? but it's actually ice cream :) |
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| my loves :) |
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| sports center with o9 |
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| yumyum! it looks yummy. and i look greedy. |
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
The Wedding--Last Episode
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| the kind of wedding i wanted to have :) |
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| wow! i just love the concept of the cake :) it looks sooooo delic! |
15 years from Now
i was goggling into the net when i saw this question pop right up the screen.. "How do you see yourself 15 years from now?" that quickly made me wonder through my thoughts.. yes, how do you see yourself 15 years from now ms. Jaycee? blah. blah. blah. what a question and here's my answer to that..
i guess i see my self as a woman who would not dare to take any prosthetic things to hurt my body (as well as injecting unnecessary things or whatsoever, aside from piercing my ears again and getting a tattoo). i am a teacher and a teacher must be a good role model to look good, feel good and to be idolized by other citizens. gaaah! i sounded professionally. tee hee!
well, aside from not-hurting-my-body (except for tattoos and pierces). i see my self teaching which is my passion right now.. passion? yes. love? yes. same same same. when you want something think of it as a passion and not just something you work for because of the money. ayay! professionalism really get's me now. it is something to work by loving it. i always dream living on the roof of foreign people out of the country but how can you work on that when you don't have a job? oh, but now i know that working is such a big hit on the spine because it helps you do it. so i guess i see myself as a hard working hardcore teacher living on the countryside of.. idk, maybe new york or california or maybe even england and states that i could manage to tour around the world with. it would be such a splendid expedition to sail the world with loads of squared token to have. yes! so that, and oh, i forgot..
i wanna get married too (if i can), yes, married life being a mom and stuff.. this stuffs i could tell to my kids and grand kids (if ever ha!). sometimes picturing yourself with a healthy baby boy helps you encourage to work hard for the future (idk if it works on you but it helps on me). so you see? it's just a simple question which had an amount of words to answer. blah blah blah! so i have here a list for what do i see 15 years in the future:
1. working as a teacher. yes, i am a teacher and that would always be my profession, nothing less nothing more.
2. high salary. aside from being a teacher, i would also be the MOST out of it. you know, high income means working shit all day.
3. getting the attention. so to speak. i'm never the apple-of-the-eye kind of type but i talk a lot so given there.
4. having the luxurious wedding. i plan to that.. maybe garden wedding or beach would be a lovely event for my once in a lifetime chance of a wedding.
5. parenting/ married life. yes as you know this really helps a lot.. as i said a while ago. encourage. encourage. encourage. at least maybe i get the life for my future family (if i have one)
6. still making that hot booddeeee. yup! after i pass the board exam i tend to loosen up some weight and have those sexy lines , have an ink i always wanted and eat healthy too!
7. getting laid. no, i'm kidding..
8. still up for liquors. ohh, the intense of being young, wild and ... you know that.
9. getting a tattoo. buttercup :)
10. learning korean language. not only korean language but also some other countries i might want to go and try their language.. like japanese, germany, russians.. bla bla bla!
*so there you go, now you know what i tend to do in the future a part from 15 years from now and how i see myself in 2027. ooooohhh. excitement :) adios, biatches!
i guess i see my self as a woman who would not dare to take any prosthetic things to hurt my body (as well as injecting unnecessary things or whatsoever, aside from piercing my ears again and getting a tattoo). i am a teacher and a teacher must be a good role model to look good, feel good and to be idolized by other citizens. gaaah! i sounded professionally. tee hee!
well, aside from not-hurting-my-body (except for tattoos and pierces). i see my self teaching which is my passion right now.. passion? yes. love? yes. same same same. when you want something think of it as a passion and not just something you work for because of the money. ayay! professionalism really get's me now. it is something to work by loving it. i always dream living on the roof of foreign people out of the country but how can you work on that when you don't have a job? oh, but now i know that working is such a big hit on the spine because it helps you do it. so i guess i see myself as a hard working hardcore teacher living on the countryside of.. idk, maybe new york or california or maybe even england and states that i could manage to tour around the world with. it would be such a splendid expedition to sail the world with loads of squared token to have. yes! so that, and oh, i forgot..
i wanna get married too (if i can), yes, married life being a mom and stuff.. this stuffs i could tell to my kids and grand kids (if ever ha!). sometimes picturing yourself with a healthy baby boy helps you encourage to work hard for the future (idk if it works on you but it helps on me). so you see? it's just a simple question which had an amount of words to answer. blah blah blah! so i have here a list for what do i see 15 years in the future:
1. working as a teacher. yes, i am a teacher and that would always be my profession, nothing less nothing more.
2. high salary. aside from being a teacher, i would also be the MOST out of it. you know, high income means working shit all day.
3. getting the attention. so to speak. i'm never the apple-of-the-eye kind of type but i talk a lot so given there.
4. having the luxurious wedding. i plan to that.. maybe garden wedding or beach would be a lovely event for my once in a lifetime chance of a wedding.
5. parenting/ married life. yes as you know this really helps a lot.. as i said a while ago. encourage. encourage. encourage. at least maybe i get the life for my future family (if i have one)
6. still making that hot booddeeee. yup! after i pass the board exam i tend to loosen up some weight and have those sexy lines , have an ink i always wanted and eat healthy too!
7. getting laid. no, i'm kidding..
8. still up for liquors. ohh, the intense of being young, wild and ... you know that.
9. getting a tattoo. buttercup :)
10. learning korean language. not only korean language but also some other countries i might want to go and try their language.. like japanese, germany, russians.. bla bla bla!
*so there you go, now you know what i tend to do in the future a part from 15 years from now and how i see myself in 2027. ooooohhh. excitement :) adios, biatches!
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
practicum done :)
Here
I go again. After two months of internship, I came out clean. Chos!
Atika gud. But hey, it worked out really well since that practice
teaching was quite an experience. Being a sped teacher really ain't
just about having a high salary, or teaching kids with disability but
also dedicating it to your work and loving kids even more. Yes! I'm
done with the whole arti2 thingy but hey I gotta say what I learned
from my internship is really not about talking in front of kids but
sharing your knowledge to them giving them attention and remarks so
that they can improve.. me as well. So to start with all that, during
my first shifting I was assigned with the grade 6 fast learners, talk
about smart ass! Well, I was getting all the nervous breakdown since
it looks to me that I was almost competing with them and not teaching
them. Blah blah blaaah! When I started my lessons I was so frustrated
coz i'm so careful with my pronunciation and grammar. But really it's
not all that but also connecting with the students. Sharing them what
you learned and they share what they learned. It's all the give and
take process. They were really such a pain in the ass since they keep
on talking and talking and talking and not taking my discussion
seriously but looking at their faces makes me wanna give them a
smoooch! During break times I often hang out with my students, yes,
the laughter, the teasing, and the talking. After that they all
respected me as an elderly and listens to what i'm discussing though.
I'm so blessed to be able to teach them. Talk about visual aids and
lesson plans! Darn! It really ticks me off.
Lesson
plans and visual aids are just additional to my teaching – and
learning theory. Yes! I can teach well without a lesson plan and
visual aids coz it'll just make the connection difficult but it's
required in our practicum blah blah blah. Yes, yes, yes i'm more of a
play time. Ice breakers, games and songs just helps you motivate them
into listening. And never forget sleeping late at night writing
lesson plans, coloring pictures and waking up early in the morning.
Well, I can't imagine my self waking up everyday of the year waking
up early just to see the students faces. It's a nightmare right?
Lastly,
the complaint, fight, the gossip, the comparison, the competing of
each students with others just makes your head blow right out of you!
Darn it. I hate it when they complain and fight and I can't do
anything because at the end they would still end up fighting with one
another what's the use of paying each other respect and disciplining
them? Nothing right? I would just tell them to behave or if fighting
again I would really send them to the principal. Period.
That
ends my very successful life in my internship, I have learn not only
teaching the students but also sharing your knowledge to them and
guiding them the right choice in life (talk about fights, right?
Naaaah). *jc
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