Highlights of my 2012

The year of my 2012 has finally ended and it feels so good that doomsday was just a mumbo-jumbo shit. In this post, i am gonna talk on how we should look forward for what's in store for us this New Year nor i am going to talk about new year's resolution because that's another cliche thingy. Who ever does it anyways?

Being a self-absorbed person that i am, i wanna tell you the significant things that happened to me this year. That would include all the goods and bad stuffs that happened. Okay, okay, you might say "But JC, it's already 2013 move on already!". well, i am going too i just happened to tell you how my life went breezy that year 2k12. May i start?

1. i learn to use make-up. hahaha! oh shit. okay, don't laugh! i told you that it would include the bad stuff, right? it's normal for women to use make up but i learn to apply one in my fucking face. so anyways, i loke colors but i only use light ones. it makes you look pleasant and elegant. i just learn to use one, because as a future educator, you should be fresh in front of the students and fucking hot.

2. Ally's graduation. my sister finally graduated from elementary and i love her. she's smart and funny, sometimes annoying to be with. in my family, i am close to all my siblings.

3. Lola passed away. okay, well, this was the hardest part of the year because i lost my only friend, mother, grandmother, teacher, mentor, chef, and a comforter. she died during tito bim's birthday and her intermittent on dad's birthday, ironic right? i cried a lot because i was the one who took care of her during her complicated medical condition.

4. Taught in a school. i thank God because i finally coped up with this stuff. they say, the most difficult part in a future educator student is the internship. they were telling the truth. it was really such a difficult thing, because i had to plan for my lessons, and the lessons for the next day, and the lessons for the next, next day, and the lessons for the next week. also, the strategies on how i teach them, creating questions if they really understand my discussion, computing grades and shit, managing events, and the fucking math part! oh my gosh! i almost quit, but luckily i had many people  who helped a lot when i needed them. i manage to pull through and thanked everyone for the sacrifice they have given me. but still, it was a wonderful experience.

5. Learned ASL. during my second shifting as an intern, i was assign in a hearing impaired class and i almost cried because i don't know how to do the fucking sign language shit. okay, okay, i am suppose to be a Sped teacher i should know how these things work and yet i manage to do that. i had to practice doing the sign language for my lessons and make lots of instructional materials which my dad had to be furious because i sleep 3am and wake up by 5am and then go to my intern-school and teach those kids. it was difficult, at first but i did a very good job. an experienced with the hearing impaired class made me look knowledgeable. tee hee hee!

6. i got my heart broken.yes, i have to admit. i got my heart broken by somebody whom i loved for a very long time. i am not going in details but i have realized somethings, such as; (1) the more dependent you are on that person, the little your world becomes, and i thank this part because i became independent of myself. (2) people have expiration dates and they can't be in your life forever. well, some won't last long when you want them to but i guess it has special purposes in become a part of your life. as for my case, i moved on and fell in love with somebody (whom i think will be forever---skip the second part. tehehehe!). (3) forgiving is way better than forgetting, at least you stayed friends and no more emotions attached, or sexually attached. (4) chances. i had to be negotiable to let them stay in my life for as long as THEY wanted, let's say, 5 or 6? is that negotiable enough? or am i really that a miss nicey-nicey girl? :) nah! kidding, but if one deserves then yes it would come to a 5, 6 or even 7..

7. i learn to be independent. well, technically, i haven't got a job but i'm planning to have one this year 2013. i just learn to be independent wherein i do my tasks given to me, do all my works, that includes projects and requirements. i become a very busy person because of this lifestyle and i am doing well. i can clean, cook (survival skills), and looking forward for a job.

8. expect the unexpected. i really did expect that i'd be marching this coming graduation and join my friends (daes) but  she (you know who) told me that i can't make a full-loaded subject. oh what the heck! i cried when she told me this and i hate her for like.. EVERYTHING! surprise, surprise. i only lack one subject and i think i'm going to enroll it by summer and that's what makes me a summer graduate then. i'll be marching by the next year (2014) together with shannen, i think.

9. abstinence. i'm kidding, i can't do it! but, only for three months. you know what i mean. hahaha! nah! i'm really kidding, seriously. joke. 

10. fell-in-love again. that's that. a new, new which i fell inlove again and he makes it all complete, like, i wanna be with forever. you know what i mean. period.

11. friendship over. okay, aside from the 3 years and a half being with daes. our friendship got separated because of a guy that made our friendship with whatshername just ended. we were never involve but she doesn't like us with our friend. your friend had an ex who turns out to be the other friends's lover which is really awkward. yeah, the concept of hey-my-exboyfriend-just-fancied-my-closest-friend and they look good together. yuk! that's very.. hostile. and that ends our friendship with that sour bitch (kidding though).

12. i realized my dream. i never thought of becoming a teacher because they always compute grades and warn students about their behavior. ugh! now i know how a teacher feels when students never listens to discussions. it pissed me so much i could cry. well, being an educator was never in my career list but i was always thinking of being a nurse, since my aunts are nurses which i kind of find it cool and great. but that stuff just slipped away after taking this education course. i am finally gonna be a teacher soon, thanks to those people who had that great impact on educators. like the sayings "there would be no doctors, accountants, lawyers, and engineers without teachers" because teachers are the ones who creates your grade in order to proceed to the next level. yes! and this is what i want, being a teacher. aside from teaching, i also love kids.

that's my highlight of my 2012, and it was awesome. i have hundreds of significant things that happened to my life during the year but that's just it. hope you enjoy reading my silly ramblings about the last year of my life. thank God, end of the world ain't true.so, what's yours?

Breaking Dawn-The Finale

This is what i'm waiting for. The finale of the Twilight: Breaking Dawn Part 2. i just love the whole movie thingy, and i don't care if it has only a 5. something in IMDb, okay? so here it goes.. well, since bella turned into a vampire, everything just went to a blast. her sparkly red eyes, her perfectly toned body, her smooth and pale skin, oh why oh why.. she had to be fucking perfect? her transformation as a vampire just made it all wild and.. you know. she savors her moment to her husband, edward and hugged him really tight and edward was like "bella, you are a lot stronger than i am as of now" shit.

i'm so freaking jealous of this part right here.. hmph! she just developed her formely new beauty into the eyes of her man, edward. ouch! she requested to meet her daughter, renesmee but edward told her that she needs to hunt first. during the hunt, she tends to learn her abilities, well, as a starter she is a fast learner though. when they returned home, jacob uses himself as a test subject to see if she is tame enough to meet her daughter. once she passes the test, she goes on to meet renesmee, who shows her first memory of bella as a human. bella finds out that jacob imprinted on renesmee and angrily confronts him about it.

 poor jacob. being attacked by his bestfriend, aka, his first love, and turns out to be her mother in-law. get it? hahaha! okay, whatever. this part here, where jacob named renesmee, "nessie", which bella finds it frustrating because the name nessie is a similar name to the loch-ness monster. hahaha! what a scary face.

calm down bella. jeez! you look like you've been exorcised. ugh! i hate that term---- it reminds me of something scary.

after the whole thingy, night falls, this part right here.. where in alice gave bella a birthday gift, which bella seemed to be panicking because she stopped aging 3 days ago during her transformation as a vampire. ain't it cute? i could live in this kind of house. it's cute, cozy and simple. unfortunately, it's very quiet. too quiet and it's in the forest. they had to spend the entire night making love with each other (bella and edward). yeah, yeah, whatever. the book didn't say vampires could make love, haller?!?!

the next morning, the cullens were leaving and tell charlie that bella is dead. jacob heard the whole conversation and never wanted them to leave forks, especially on renesmee. he decided to visit charlie and show him his insticnt for being a dog, eh, wolf. rar! jacob revealed his true furry animal thingy and charlie almost had the heart attack! bad, bad dog jacob, very bad. hehehe! but look at his beautiful face? ain't it nice? hunky, chunky right?

so charlie went to the cullens and saw bella. hugged her and still having that father-daughter relationship between them, also the human-father and vampire-daughter relationship, eh, eh. hahaha!

charlie saw renesmee, which they lied to as their "adopted daughter" but she really is the real half-human, half-vampire child of bella and edward cullen. 

she is such a pretty girl, right? talk about being half-human, half vampire.. she grows really fast and develops a unique power. the problem is, she has less acting during the film. her lines where like, ------. haha! you know what i mean, she never talks a lot, she's just there.. being the highlight yet she never does anything. 

i like this part, never underestimate a girls toughness for she can out-strenghth you with her talent. bwahaha! poor emmett, beaten by a girl :)

after that, while bella, renesmee and jacob were going out, it was winter and renesmee was catching snowflakes. they were happily spending time with each other. until someone was spying on them that made bella jump to her feet, literally. she saw that it was irina. irina then went to the volturi and told them that the cullens committed a crime against their law--- making an immortal child. alice had a vision that the volturi were coming to kill them all, for making an immortal child (renesmee). bu the leaders didn't know that renesmee was born and not bitten by a vampire. and that, she is half-human and half-vampire. the cullens had to make plans to bring witnesses for renesmee that she is not really an immortal child and bella & edward really are the biological parents. they toured around the world to find friends which can help them and they let them understand that renesmee is not really a pure vampire. luckily, many believed that the cullens were telling the truth. 

she gave this simple locket to renesmee. it looks like an antique, coz it's such an oldie. i don't even know what it says but i think it has gotta do with them being together.

Bella finds a clue left by Alice, who has left the family with Jasper, and goes to find J. Jenks, a lawyer who has been forging illegal documents for the Cullens for decades. He gives Bella a set of IDs, passports, and driver's license forged for Renesmee and Jacob.

Alistair, one of the witnesses, leaves for his own survival. The Cullens and their allies gather around a bonfire the night before theconfrontation and share war-stories. Upon confronting the gathered Cullen witnesses, the Volturi discover that they have been misinformed and immediately execute Irina for her mistake. However, they remain undecided on whether Renesmee should be viewed as a threat to vampires' secret existence. Alice and Jasper return in time to present their "proof" that Renesmee poses no danger, but Aro is determined to destroy the Cullens. Carlisle initiates the battle with Aro, and is immediately destroyed. The rest of the Cullens, Volturi and their respective allies engage in a huge battle, killing Jasper, Seth, Leah and multiple others while Renesmee escapes with Jacob. Aro personally attacks Bella and Edward after most of his coven was destroyed, which results in his own destruction.

The scene is then brought back to the moment when Alice "shows" Aro her proof, revealing that the entire battle scene was a vision of his demise if he proceeds with his plan to destroy them. The new witnesses, Huilen and her half-vampire nephew, Nahuel, tell their story, revealing that they are actually much like pure vampires, but merely more human. The Volturi then leave in peace at Aro's confirmation that no danger is involved. As they leave, Aro glances back at Alice, then Bella, realizing that he has given up much to save his annihilation. The Cullens and their allies take a moment to rejoice in their victory. The Romanians demand to launch an attack, but no one is willing to follow, prompting their ambition to an end.

As their friends leave, Edward tells Jacob that Renesmee is lucky to have him. He asks if he should start calling Edward "dad" now, but he disagrees immediately. While the four of them (Bella, Edward, Jacob and Renesmee) share a moment together, Alice shows Edward a vision of the four of them. Renesmee has grown into a fine young woman and is living happily and peacefully with Jacob and their family.

Sometime later, back in the meadow, Bella removes her shield to give Edward access to her thoughts for the first time. She tells him that no one has ever loved anyone as much as she loves him, but he disagrees saying there is one exception. He then asks her to remove her shield again, but she tells him they have forever to work on it.

kristen stewart, is really hot. okay, you can hate me for saying the truth though, but i gotta admit she really bought the eyes in there. wew! i am never a kristen fanatic but this chic can has guts and sometimes.. plainly boring.

okay. i just searched some of it in the last part coz i got so tired. this is the end of it. happy stalking guys!